My holiday is completly done.

And i dreamed it was better holiday but was ok. I went in so different place in Barcelona and in Paris as well but it's not the most important i think.

I thought that the really one thing who make me sad is Gladys because she doesn't accept to have any date with me without really giving me any reason of why. At the begining she told me yes etc .... But finish by say No without really giving me any reason.

Or maybe it's to protect herself about something. And in the same time i was thinking about. She told me "yes" and i told her to change my date with Caterina to see her. But just after this message she told me "no i don't want". Maybe she felt that i have something with Caterina but no .....
It was dating and taking some fun speaking about the new things, laughting about all and nothing etc ....

The same as i would like with Gladys. I mean, i miss her because we have good moment. We spent so many times always laughting and chatting.
I tried to give her my help when she needed. Etc ....
But one thing that i really haven't apreciate at all is that she told me so many times that her ex boyfriend doesn't want to speak with her. Don't try to be cool with her, don't try nothing at all and she really don't like it for that. But when i was in Spain she made exactly the same. Be normaly buzy don't try to take time to be with me, to have an appointment to resolve and listen things.
She told me she is really happy now and be sure Gladys i'm glade for you to know that. And i hoped i can listen your word and enjoyed that you are happy.
I like you Gladys because we could not say we don't have nothing in commun it's complety wrong. And when i went to placa de Sants to meet a friend i took the way of your house and saw your mum on the street and i hope she feel good and she have a job and she is happy.

I remember you wrote on your website : i don't understand why the people can't be friend after a relation. Now i will ask you why you would like and you don't try if really you want people change and try to said you sorry why you don't try to accept the sorry and be friend because it's what you want.

And i made so many pics of you and i'm sure you liked it and maybe not everyday you look those pics but sure when you look those pics you remmber every moment, every sensation, every smile because those pics are something past with me and good moments like when we was working at the U.O.C.. And hope everytime now you'll be a quite nostalgic about those pics because you've got the opportunitie to see me but don't use it for solve any doute or any problem.

Well i like you like a friend and would like to have any kind of conversation with you like i have with Caterina because you was on my life....
And i think it's better to have a friend who know you that a enemy who know you as well .....
And as well i told to Caterina if you want to come over China will be an pleasure to give you my house and all that i could like bus transport and all those staff .... I will give that to only few people and i really want you know that you are one those people.

When i my plane will touch down china's land i will say for sure fuck i could not see someone .....